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I won’t be posting anymore on this page. I won’t delete anything, I’ll leave it exactly as it is. It’ll be like a museum of everything I used to love, with that being said, you might be wondering; so did you quit, how could you just abandon 6years of sex work, and what about all your subscribers? For everyone that’s been here I just wanna say thank you so much for an unforgettable 6years, you were literally everything to me, and you all changed my life for the better. because of you guys I’ve grown sooo much from that insecure confused girl I used to be. I have such an enriched outlook on life and people now because of all the experience I had as an online sex worker and I will never take that for granted. It’s been amazing 6years but I always knew this chapter would end eventually, as many of you may know; I shot solo content and rlly only did it when I was genuinely horny and everything was real, and with that comes a point where it becomes a performance. Ofc work is work, but I knew that this isn’t what I wanted to perform anymore and that it was best to leave on a good note before I got too burnt out and started to resent it. I still love being lewd, I love my sexuality, I love discussing sex, women, men, all of that, but I realized I want to go about it in a different way, I have a lot more to offer this world than just my sexuality, but sexuality was the very necessary beginning of all this.
I know this is long, so if you’re still here you’re a real one. I learned a lot about people in this time, I’m sure you could imagine, with my career being as taboo and polarizing as it was- I got hit with a lot of unsolicited advice, opinions, violations of my boundaries, as well as the opposite, extremely supportive and genuinely curious ppl, and even ppl that looked up to me, that I would never expect! On top of that I was very active in the DMs, I learned so much about so many of you guys(mostly men), but a handful of women as well! I became fascinated since I was like a sounding board for a lot of ppl in the DMs, at some points it did get overwhelming but I blamed my lack of professional boundaries for that, I was genuinely curious to know about everyone, even if they were crossing my boundaries, I wanted to know why people think the way they think, and why sex is so taboo, why porn addiction is a thing, and is it rlly bad, why OF girls are the problem in society, why are ppl so angry, why is this so taboo, why is society so sexually restricted, where did this all begin? That’s a lot I know, so when I “quit” OF I was rlly confused, I tried a lot of things, even asmr lol, but I realized underlying everything was always one thing nagging at me- school. I used to hate school, I dropped out of college and swore I would never go back cuz fuck the system. Welp now at the ripe age of 31 I’m using my Onlyfans money to go back to school LOL.
This fall I’m resuming college for my psychology degree with a minor in cognitive science, and that’s why I’ve been gone for a minute, I can’t believe they make us make these huge decisions right out of hs… now that I can actually vouch for myself I realized I can use the system in a way that benefits me. Now I know psych is not a degree for a necessarily high paying reputable job, but that was never my goal, I just wanna study and I wanna know, idk how it’ll go but I hope this tickles my pickle and satisfies my deep yearning for some answers to all this shit. With that being said, I made a new OF page- that I’ve been secretly posting to for the last month LOL, it’s my new “identity” plus psych degree fund, plus social experiment. I haven’t announced it on social media yet but I’m genuinely curious how ppl will view me now vs in the past when I was nsfw and considered an “ethot”. No nudes, it’ll be my introspective + sexy side, so there will be lewds, school life snippets, discussions about sex, dating, men, women, and all the taboos that I love without taking my clothes off. Thank you for reading all this, and here’s to a new chapter in my life!!



