i was in her old discord for a while and it was pretty fuckin degen in there, not that i'm one to talk but it was genuinely baffling at times. there was a hidden channel you had to request access to and i remember there was this time where she was talking about how she really hated one of her arms specifically, i don't remember why i think self harm scars maybe. but she was very legitimately talking about how she fucking hated the arm and wanted to have it removed. nothing wrong with it, she just wanted it gone and was talking with people in there about ways to safely self-amputate it, and the freaks in there were treating it was totally normal and supporting it like a gender transition or something, shit was wild. like someone said, hot as fuck, always has been, but psycho. and yeah the shit she's put out in the last year or two that isn't recycled doesn't look like her at all.