This is my first time in this thread. Just to say that I miss the old thick belly, the cute round face, the overall presentation of her. I have known her since when she was aired on the news for looking very close to Miku. Now, according to her story, she's doing her best to achieve the ideal body for her own good. I think she really wants to be in that idol industry. But many idols, in my opinion, suffer from painful diet, weight control, and beating themselves up thinking they are not good enough, and most will never be satisfied with their performance, or maybe even their reputation. I believe many of us miss the "fat" Saya, I do. But in the end, it's her life decision, even if it is not an ideal one for us.