as a drug addict most of my life, I wish people would try to understamd thje addict a lil more. like ive seen people on average treat a druggie worse than pedos, more consistantly. its bizzare.
we were all ready being tortured by our own brains.. a lot of us like me got addicted very young following my doctors advice.
nobody wants to be an addict,. or on drugs. the game of deseporate for drugs so your dont suffer a 11 outta 10 on the pain scale, to relief, for a few. then worry about money. plugs falling through after you waited hours. So you go home and cry your eyes out because you know that night, and who knows how many more days. your body is gonig to torture you beyond comprehension. if you get past that. then it moves onto this mental torture. that shattered my mind, body and soul more times that I can count.
ive been on fire before, broke bones. ive had a ton of awful traumatic exps. and I will say with certianty. drug addiction the games aronud it, and withdrawing is the most traumatic, painful, depressing thing anyone can ever deal with. a lot think they can deal, then the RLS kicks in. or as I call it. something is ripping my muscles off my bones and sob my eyes out in the courner for hours until Id pass out. Im suprised i didnt off myself from my last withdraw. lasted months of just non fucking stop intense torture. your body is a prison.
like of course, i dont beelive in supporting habits. helping people, build community. but some compassion for the user can go a long long way. it gave me hope myself. that someone cared. I ask you do the same for her. I dont even know who tf she is, but i fought that battle. I know how it feels to be addicted, which I despised, and then everyone around me hated me because I was stuck in this loop of not wanting my body to torture me until I snap and shoot myself. barely got through the red tape at the end. tripping the whole way there.