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girls that look like they’re pissed off at me all the time… no seriously I do and even though I’m totally a ray of sunshine that loves pink and girly stuff.. sometimes it’s fun to pretend I’m like a sexy alluring gothic hottie hehe
also random word salad read if you want, if you don’t want to understandable have a nice day
I kind of miss making fully nsfw content, Ik I stopped recently but tbh it was always something I really enjoyed, I’ve spoken about a little about why I stopped making cosplay porn and nude posts, but all and all it boils down to never feeling good enough and having my page be less about my passion for what I do and more people moaning about how much or how little they get to see every time I post, I understand people want to jerk it I mean I’m not stupid

but every time I posted it felt people just wanted more and more when that’s not the content I wanted to do, which resulted in me being pretty tired of making it if I felt like a video which I rly enjoyed making didn’t get well received because it’s not a close up of my pussy and butthole hahah. Which I understand people want to see but i was also an amateur it’s not like I’ve made porn before and tbh I didn’t want to show everything! Because then it felt like there wasn’t that excitement of the ‘unknown’ that tease that hooks people on, I feel like if I just showed everything I would just be doing what people wanted not what I wanted, because if I showed everything everytime that’s all people would want and expect it everytime rather than viewing my content as my own passion and sexy it would be viewed as how much screen time does ryns hole get LOL. I’ve always enjoyed nsfw content I’m actually a verrry kinky girl and I’m not shy about being naked or sexual in front of anyone in fact it’s a big kink of mine exhibitionist and all that >_< part of me misses it and I can see myself returning to that in the future… maybe even going way further to my filthiest self but at the end of the day it’s what I feel comfortable with and what I’m happy doing! I have a lot of fun making lewd and teasing content too if anything I feel more creative with what directions I can go :3
Another big thing was safety, since doing full nudity I’ve had a lot more crazy fans which can be expected of course but it still sucks, some stalking situations and uncomfortable interactions, which I know won’t go away whatever content I make lol but it was all a bit much at the time, which is ultimately why I decided to stop making nsfw currently. Ermmm and yeah that’s basically what I wanted to ramble about!! Because I’ve been getting comments and DMs asking if it’s because of
insert this situationinsert that situation and tbh I’m pretty open and always have been online so id rather ramble about my own reasoning than have people guess!

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