I just find it strange that the kink is the cock and not the woman who is taking it. If that's your thing then no shame, you do you, but my mind doesnt work that way. I'm focused on the woman and what she is doing/going through/attempting/etc. Now if it's just seeing her trying to fit a big dick in her (as BBCs tend to be) then i get it, but to fixate on just the color is strange to me.