I don't desire her as a partner or anything. She is one of many OFs girls I'll shoot a load to and move on with my day. I have her blocked on Twitter cause she pops up so much and it's annoying. There are other girls I fuck with a lot more than her on a sexual attraction level. The thing that bothers me with seeing B/G content is the fact that I am seeing another man in the same video I am intended to jerk off to. That in itself feels gay because they are a PART of the content in a way whether that be touching the girl or fucking her. That is also a huge issue I have, but others find no issue with it. That eliminates a lot of porn for me by default, but still, I get off to plenty solo stuff so it's not a big deal.
The cuckoldry part is that I feel that the essence of cuckoldry is not the requirement of the woman you see being fucked having to be your partner. I think that the very core of it is watching another man having sex with a woman and you pleasure yourself to that. That point of view I have completely delegitimizes your argument that I may be parasocial, because I don't have any parasocialism towards her. There is a cuck aspect to seeing any man fuck a girl and you getting off to it, even if your arousal does not stem from the act of that man taking the woman in front of you. The fact you watch it and get off to any other aspect still feels like cuckoldry because the act of a B/G sex scene is in itself, cuckoldry.
So her content with her boyfriend is not only contradictory to her whole GFE gimmick, but that in itself also appeals to actual cucks because they can LARP as her boyfriend in DMs and get these PPV videos of her boyfriend touching her, and that certainly appeals to cucks. This whole cuck thing is also a facet of her brand too. It's never plainly stated, but her including her BF, and giving that GFE to her fans, and even acknowledging him as an individual in the content, is all an unstated cuckold fetish that she includes for those that see that it is there.
But I don't care. I have plenty of these threads I follow. I just kinda feel uncomfortable getting off to her shit cause of that. The G/G videos are better in a way.