Might've been something I shared?
But, tldr; Penetration is painful for her/not pleasurable, don't know the exact details: could be pcos? Post may/may not still be up, not subbed anymore, but she threatened to stop doing B/G videos because
1. backlash from fans
2. leaks
I don't know details if the guy she was making vids with was her partner or not, but considering they made 6(?) vids and she still offers them on her menu and occasionally sends PPVs out, it ended on amicable terms?
But yeah, she hasn't done bg for 3 years, penetration is likely never happening, and she admitted she doesn't masturbate outside of her job.