Simp Chat Mindiyarova Lilya - Discussion Thread

About anal sex.
(Men's favorite topic).
Judging by the number of my butt plugs, many people assume that's all I do😅, but in real life it's a little different.
In reality, I've only had anal sex with two men. And I dated the first one for many years, I did it for him, like I “loved” him. I felt terribly self-conscious about hygiene, even though I had prepared beforehand, but I couldn't get the thought that it was dirty out of my head, and I couldn't enjoy it.
Then, after a long time, five years later, I started to satisfy myself through my ass, and I realized that in my case, it was much more interesting than vaginal sex. I don't know about others, but I like anal more.
It's just that when you satisfy yourself at home, you don't think about hygiene, and you really enjoy it.
My second real experience with anal sex was very vivid!
For me, deciding to have anal sex in real life means trusting a man very much and being in a very trusting relationship with him. And also, his penis has to be small! (More on that in the next post).
 
I bought a dress, and I think I'll have to alter some of it. How it should fit and how it fits on me.
 
People asked for my opinion about different libidos.
This is actually a very big problem. When I hadn't had sex for years, I asked the universe to send me a normal man who wasn't a coward, who would fuck me and fuck me. Then I met him. He's a foreigner. Maybe you remember from my previous page that we've been to five countries together. He always wants it, and of course many men envy his male health at 40. He doesn't need to lift anything, he gets aroused by any dress, touch, etc. And then I realized that I couldn't handle that. When you're alone for years, you get used to not having sex. I told him straight up, “You need to find a girl with your libido. I can't think about sex that often. I can't get turned on that often.” Age also plays a role (when I was younger, I wanted it very often) and a long absence of sex, when I suppressed my desire because there was no one around. And also, if a woman works like a horse at her job, don't expect her to have a high libido. Work completely takes her mind off sex. A tired, overworked woman is not going to have a high libido.
 
They asked me about my fantasies.
Oh, you know, the fantasies of a healthy adult woman are about sex with a normal man—that's about it. It's almost something that only exists in fantasies, because finding your soulmate is so damn hard, and it's even harder to find someone who has all the necessary qualities. If you thought I would write about doggy style, sideways, double penetration, or something like that, no, just sex with a cool guy.
Sexual fantasies—there are distinctions here—I like to watch different things in porn, but I don't need that in real life. In real life, everything I show you in the photos every day.
And in porn, my tastes have changed in terms of what turns me on—at first, retro was really my thing, but now I don't really like it that much. I like it when they shoot from the heart, with a real storyline. I used to watch stuff where the queen gets fucked by her courtiers, for example. I always watch MFM😅, but in real life, no way😉, never has been and never will be. Finding one guy I want is unrealistic, let alone two more, and I'm all for sex without a third person, but in porn it's very arousing. No women, maybe when I was younger something like that turned me on, I kissed girls, masturbated to FFM porn, but that's long in the past, now it's not really interesting. At one point, for some reason, I liked men with long hair in porn, although in real life I didn't seem to have such criteria. Tastes change constantly in porn) in real life, I seem to like to obey, but in porn, on the contrary, powerful women sometimes come in - queens, bosses.
 
They asked if I cook.
Nooooooo. For breakfast, I fry eggs, cook steaks, and make a salad, but that's it. Could I cook borscht? Of course I could; I even took cooking classes once. But I don't need to. I don't enjoy “cooking.” I live for MYSELF, I don't have children or a husband waiting for me at home, and even if I had a husband, if he wanted me to cook, he would have to SUPPORT ME so that I wouldn't have to work. Then I would cook for him and fill all his holes.
 
I came to the conclusion that I envy escorts.
Not because I don't have that opportunity. I had hundreds of opportunities and offers too. Even without being an escort, very wealthy married men offered to pay me for sex twice a week (for some reason, most of them wanted anal sex with me, I don't know why 😅), saying that once I found a boyfriend, I would tell them and we would end it, because I'm a decent girl and they don't want to be with prostitutes, but I'm different, and they'll buy me a new car, an apartment, everything. Recently, someone approached my coach and asked, “How much would it cost to take me on a trip?” Of course, my coach and I laughed at how stupid I am and how I'm screwing up my life. If I hadn't gotten involved with these photos, I wouldn't have lost my last nerve at my office job, where I've been working for 15 years. In Russia, escorts earn quite well. It's not like Amsterdam's red-light district. I was amazed at how anyone could hire an insanely beautiful girl for 50 euros an hour.
I envy escorts because they can get through vomiting, and I can't. If you don't have these qualities—good looks, charisma, not too old—then a woman will only be with you for love. Prostitutes are created to make everyone feel desired, even if it's not true. But I'm not cut out to be an actress, and I'm not cut out to kneel before a man without my consent. When I “want” something, I want it, but when I don't, it's written all over my face. In the end, I unsubscribed from all the Kazan whores and thought, “If you can't overcome yourself, there's no need to be jealous.”
I won't make any promises, because life is such that you can't say “I'll never do that.”

p.s. (If anyone is interested in communicating with Lila personally, please write to me).
 
They asked me to write about toys, which ones I like.
As you may have noticed, I have a lot of them, but I always use the same ones, except when taking photos.
When I fly to other countries, I take a dildo that can be twisted into a pretzel shape. Inserting it is quite a challenge, as it's flaccid, but at least it doesn't show through in my suitcase like a vibrator does.
I have a black dildo for photos. It's long, so I can sit on the end of it while wearing heels, and it's clearly visible in photos and videos. The end is softly pointed and not thick, which is perfect for anal sex.
Anal plugs don't really bring any pleasure; for real pleasure, you need “in-and-out” friction, so it's just for spice, so it's the most ordinary one, without any screws or threads (sorry for the details, the threads don't have any effect, they're just shit collectors), so that it's solid and can't break off from the base, and the base is wider, otherwise it will stay in your ass) and made of metal - they don't absorb odors.
Vibrations don't have much effect either, because the vaginal and anal openings need friction back and forth, but vibrations are good and necessary for the clitoris. I liked the one that attached to my panties, I don't know why, even filming was difficult, it fit well and vibrated well)
In real life, I use a “normal penis” — the light-colored one in the photo, an average-sized penis. When I described my dream man, I wrote “average-sized penis.”
 
They asked if I use dating sites or if they are just my fake accounts.
Indeed, there are a lot of fakes (you report some, and others appear right away). Unfortunately, there is nothing you can do about it.
That's why I always wrote that you shouldn't believe everything and, even more so, don't transfer money!
As for the question, yes, I am on such sites (I will write a separate post about what I like/dislike there).
And all my pages are verified with a check mark (such as on Mamba and VK).
https://www.mamba.ru/profile/1803446516
 
Она в приватке написала, что на отдыхе её сфоткали из-под тишка и фотки скидывали в какие-то паблики, у кого-нибудь есть ссылки на эти паблики?
 
If anyone is interested, I will continue to publish everything that Lilia posts, in addition to photo and video content.
 
Lilya's topics aren't very interesting yet, actually. Recent posts:
- about non-traditional sexual orientations (she doesn't care about them; she just doesn't understand why they put everything on display).
- about gifts for her (if you want to please Lilya, money is better than flowers, stuffed animals, and lingerie).
- about the quality in a man she dislikes the most (resentful men).
 
Tomorrow Lilya will write a post about her attitude towards rimming😉. It will be interesting to read.
 
We'll find out tomorrow (maybe Lilia loves something else besides traveling, money and anal sex).
 
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