I’ve found the experience of rewatching older content i’ve not seen in a long time very exciting. You are right, there was a certain glow about her but that gradually faded. For me something starts to come back in the Feb 2025(?) live stream and a few videos early this year. Now it seems there’s a spark again and a wildness in her that she sometimes gets in her head about, thinking is too much.
Then again, maybe i’m horny and over thinking it.