Actually he posted a bunch about how he hates being a femboy and actually wants to be more of a twink, then cut his hair short and deleted most of his stuff.
Here is what I got from his OF when I was subbed. He tended to delete things a lot, so I'm pretty sure it's not exhaustive and it of course has some overlap with previous posts. I didn't get his last 5 or so posts before deleting though because my sub ran out, so it would be great if someone could post those. https://bunkr.cr/a/SbrL8g21