Simp Chat Heather Nielsen / justheathernielsen / fightthebeastorg / awakenwithheather - Discussion Thread

But why? It doesnt make any sense lol Without her youtube channel even if people stumble upon her page they dont know the backstory and are not excited to see her content
 
sometimes creator keep profile for little longer before completely removing them . There is no way she is dumb enough to forgot that she had fansly on. i didnt knew she created fansly in first place i found out today lol. if she uploaded all her videos on fansly it would have been much better .
 
She posted an audio msg 2 hours ago to her free page in DMs. Can anyone give context to wtf she's talking about? she was super vague. She said the beginning of the end was doing "breeding content"? and from what I got she doesn't want to do content anymore because she liked getting dicked off cam so much that she stopped wanting to do OF. Or she is pregnant with the new guy's kid that's my other reading idk lol I'm confused by what she said.
 
yeah something exactly like that . anyway its just bs story she is cooking . real reason is she got money . her goal is completed no more reason to fk on camera .
 
She went from points evil to. I’ll show some skin and masturbate.
Then
Ok how about a blowjob and I’ll stick this in my butt.
To hmm I’ll pee for people that would be good to.
Talk about 0 to 100.
She actually may be having a mental breakdown
 
Girl had a money machine and she wasted it. She will probably need to be a street whore next time she comes back since there's no trace left of her online now.
 
It feels like she had already set in mind a 1 year time line, and pushed out a ton of content right at the end because she knew it was the end.
Still I think it was crazy for her to stop now -- she invested in toys, clothing, and she built a freaking studio basically -- she was feeling health benefits from content and of course monetary benefits.
Also in this YouTube interview I found (about 4 months back) --- she says how OF content helped her make life better for her kids (35 -38 minutes in) and she said her kids pretty much figured out she was doing OF / Porn she said her 12 yr. old son said to her "really Mom, you of all people" (around 55 minutes in) but she explained to him that providing for the family was more important and apparently the son was OK with that answer.
 
NO wonder she quitted it . Most of talk is for attention dont trust everything they say lol . Like HOW OF benefit men and all that shit . they speak this shit inspite of moment . Because Money is too good to ignore .
 
tGuys, let's think of her as a human being. I don't want her to have regretted it to the point of doing something crazy, I hope she's okay, I hope nothing bad happens to her
 
this one is from 3 years ago, interesting contrast, she start telling her history in the min 5:33
 
Amazing that the Doctor interviewing her at the end around 1:02 says, "I told my wife I gotta get this interview before she (Heather) Vanishes Off the Map" --- Damn, the Doc called that shit exactly.
 
She is a Mom, who had a flat mediocre job while raising up 3 kids.
She has emotional flip outs after getting dicked down good:
- loses her virginity at 18 hard flips and marries the guy has 2 kids.
- divorces him, quickly hooks up with another guy, hard flips marries him has another kid.
- divorces him, goes celibate for 7 years not even masturbation and starts Fight The Beast.
- at 7 years hooks up with a guy who watches porn.
- around 3 months after banging the porn loving guy she hard flips to being an OF model.
- breaks up with guy and quits her OF and nukes every online presence she had.
All that sounds Crazy...Crazy but not Evil.
 
I would like to add
-starts advertising porn to her porn recovery fan base.
-starts selling porn to porn addicts seeking help.
-starts convincing addicts it’s ok to watch porn.
 
What you have just described, sir, is Borderline Personality Disorder. It’s one of the worse ones to draw. It’s notorious with women who wind up doing sex work or content creation. They can't hold regular jobs because of they are such a mess to deal with. Super miserable people. You’ll want to steer clear if you ever run into it. Think manic depression with extreme volatility. Goes 0–100 mph in 2 seconds flat. A lot of the misery comes from the fact that they have a horrible sense of self. It’s constantly changing based on who their partner is. They don’t fall in love like most people. They’ll plunge into an unhealthy obsession where they idealize whoever it is and decide two days later that this is the person they’re going to spend their life with. Then every minute of every day is spent thinking about them. It will get so bad that suddenly the person they’re obsessed with DEFINES their sense of self. “I didn’t know who I was until I met this guy! Finally I’ve found myself!! The REAL ME!”
And they start liking everything he likes. They start hating anything he hates. It will go on like that for a while until it can’t be ignored that the other person is human too with their own flaws, and the whole delusion comes crashing down. Violently. Because, now EVERYTHING needs to be reframed. “He’s awful! He’s just the worst person ever!! Really, he’s everything that’s gone wrong with my life and I can’t believe I ever let myself be duped and ABUSED like this for so long!!!”
I want to remind you that what sets them off will be something super tiny, like leaving the cupboard open. “You didn’t compliment me this morning.” And now it’s “I don’t even know who I am anymore! I need to find the real me!! I LET HIM TOUCH ME!!!” And her anti-porn crusade begins and she can’t even touch herself for 7 years; because it reminds her of HIM!! And then she finally meets a new guy and… “He’s just so perfect! Says I’m sexually repressing myself and I should explore more!” And OnlyFans…until that first crack shows up. If you watched her content you'll know just when that happened lol. She wont be back.
That's just my read of "The Saga of Heather and her fight with 'The Beast.'" Its a lot worse if your smart enough to leave her crazy ass first. See Johnny Depp and Amber Heard
 
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