While I indulge Myself and enjoy every moment, you're reminded exactly where you belong, watching, wanting, and paying.
you're not here to be the center of attention. you're here to fund My fun. That's your purpose, and you know it always will be.
Without paying hot women, what else would you have in this life? you should be grateful that you even stumbled your way to financial domination. I always get what I want and you always give Me what I want. you’re trained well enough to know what My finger snaps mean.
Does it tickle you to think as you’re watching Me in this little bikini, I’m out living My perfect Goddess life?
Paying Goddess and apologizing to society for being such a loser has become a priority in your life. I have you very well trained by now. There is no hesitation when it comes to paying your taxes. It never gets old paying Goddess your little loser dues.
The peace it gives you to know that for a brief moment in time you can make up for being such a fucking loser! It makes the stroking feel so much better to know that right now, as you pay for this, you are a good boy.
It’s all for Goddess. I know you want to empty out that wallet just as much as you want to empty out that cock for Me. Pump that cock just as Goddess wants as you pay your taxes and stroke your life away. This is all you have to do to be a good boy.
It always starts out with the best of intention. Just one quick pump and drain, right? That’s what you tell yourself as your hand unbuttons your pants. But we both know better by now. It’s never just one little drain. It’s never just one quick pump.
$25 a snap doesn’t sound too bad, as long as they don’t add up too quickly. One problem you have though, you have no control over how many times I raise My pretty hands and snap a tribute out of you. All you can do is play along, maybe this isn’t so innocent.
Look deep into those big brown eyes and never look away. A part of you never leaves after this. That part of you forever swimming in those deep brown eyes, happier than ever.
The infatuation you have for Me has blossomed into something beautiful. So much excitement as you just look at My face. you feel so much as you admire My beauty. This is raw, this is intimacy like you’ve never known. It feels brand new and you just can’t look away.
you would do anything for this face. Anything at all if it meant you could look at this face forever. This isn’t something you feel for just anyone, it’s only My face that elicits this kind of response from you. It's My face that makes you feel like you’re swimming through waves of submissive bliss. It's My face that owns you.
Don’t even think about placing that hand on your cock. I see you and I know exactly what you’re doing. you bring your hand down to your cock in an attempt to complete that first stroke, but you didn’t ask for that. That is a big no no and I’m sure you’re well aware of that rule. My stroke sluts grovel for permission before they even think about pumping. But you, clearly need to learn a little lesson. Hands off.
You came here to learn something from Me. you’ve spent so many hours watching femdom porn but never listening but now you crave a deeper connection. Just reaching for your cock before you asked for permission just shows that.
I have some rules for you, are you ready to finally follow them? When Goddess says beg, you’ll beg like your life depends on it. Today, you’re going to be an obedient little edge slave for Goddess as you follow every last instruction.
Denial has become a home for you. It’s become something you need. At this point in the experiment, denial has completely transformed your mind. I’m sure you could easily go another 100 days denied. Denial has become your sex life.
You’re not going to cum until I say so. No matter how long it takes, you will be a good boy. you don’t have a choice at this point. you’ve been in the experiment for so long you can’t comprehend life without denial.
Each day you stay denied leaves you feeling so proud of your denial accomplishments. Even if I were to give you a countdown right now, you wouldn’t want it. you want to stay lost in the denial. you want to stay here, with Me, completely under My control.
you’re not worthy of a good boy, that would do a disservice for all the good boys out there. you have no sense of humanity left. you’re just an automated little cock pumper with no personality or sense of self. All you ever do is stroke! you’re not a good boy but you are a very good gooner.
you’ll be lost in this for the rest of your life. No longer do you covet that good boy, you know that now. you’re an object, a pump zombie, a gooner. your purpose has been redefined to only achieve that “good gooner” as often as possible. your brain cannot function enough to want anything else.
Stroke that cock as you become a weak, slippery wet little mess with every good gooner you earn. This rush makes you feel free. This is what you were born for. your brain was made to be infiltrated by gooner porn and now you’re right where you’re meant to be. Brain empty, balls full, pump after pump.