This is why I love making videos
Here Charlotte talked about her past and why did she like making vids.
Heres TTS version of that:
Hi there, it's Charlotte. So you wanted me to talk a little bit about my GirlFund and you know my experiences, my thoughts, like, what brought me there. So I think that's a good place to start. I've always been a really sexual person, like even when I was really little. I was kind of a late bloomer in general, like especially these. I didn't come in until I was I was totally flat chested until I was like 15. But I was kind of a late bloomer in general when it comes to social and sexual things. physically, but way before that, I was masturbating and I really wanted a boyfriend so we could fool around and stuff. It just took me a really long time to actually get there. But I've always been a really sexual person and I really don't know where that comes from other than just being totally natural. maybe somewhat a product of my generation but you know in general I think it really is just well from my noodle you know um so I already kind of experimented with posting pictures and stuff like that of me naked on the internet and when I got a really positive response like obviously it made me keep wanting to do it like if it had been a really negative response I probably wouldn't have pursued that much more but I did things like go into like public cam chat rooms sites that I don't really remember the names of and some of them that I will not mention here because of my off-line world. But I used to, I haven't done this in many, many years now, but I used to like go into sites like that and like wear a mask and get naked and it was a really... interesting experience to say the least. Just like the feeling of being in a room of people virtually and like masturbating and stripping and stuff like that. And it really did thrill me, but I was quickly realizing that I needed to show my face for anybody to actually care because naked female bodies on the internet are a dime a dozen so nobody cares unless you show your face and I don't really want like when I was really little like way younger I kind of had fantasies of becoming a professional porn star. But I have some physical limitations. I'm very tiny and very weak. So I don't ever think that would be my calling. And I'm just more interested in pursuing an actual career in more traditional places. So considering that I'll probably have an office job someday, like after I graduate college, I knew that it was necessary for me to start charging so that my stuff wouldn't end up all over the internet because that happens already. So the paywall aspect of my girl fund was definitely a factor that drew me to it. But I had a, I was looking for like a camming site or something. I was really interested in more just like making videos than camming. And I had a friend who told me about it. He told me to check it out. And I really liked the fact that you could do whatever on my girlfriend. Like you can cam and you can make videos and you can make pre-made videos. You can make costumes. You can talk to people and like the messaging system. So it really appealed to me. So that's how I started. And, you know, I never really actively think, well, I barely actively think about guys like or anyone literally touching themselves like thinking about me it's just so strange it's It's not like it's uncomfortable, like obviously that's what I want people to do when they see me naked. I don't want them to just stare and go, "Okay, whatever." I want them to enjoy it. I want people to be aroused from me. But to think that somebody is probably masturbating to me like literally right now, like not even you watching this video, but right now while I'm making this video, there's probably someone out there masturbating to me. Well, it's just kind of silly. Like, I can't even imagine that there's someone really out there right now getting off on me. But it probably is happening. I like it, obviously. Like, I feel kind of guilty about it, but obviously I took it off on the attention. But it's more like I do these things so that I don't... Jump people in the streets and stuff like I need some kind of kind of sexual like I can't think quite the right word but Well, yeah a little bit of like a deviant sexual outlet that I get from my girlfriends So that I can maintain a relatively normal Otherwise But you know like I always felt like when I started taking pictures and stuff and people reacted to it pretty positively you know considering how the internet reacts to things um I just always felt like you know if people like my body they should be able to see it like who am I to say no to them right? So that's kind of where it comes from It's just like an eagerness to please and a total disregard for a social convention. That's basically me in a nutshell. So what do you think about that? Does it make me sexier or less sexy? What about the fact that I basically don't own any non-sexy baddies? So this is a pretty normal outfit for me. What do you think? Guys argue with me like, "Oh you must own some granny panties." I'm like, "Not even one pair." I threw them all out when I moved out of my parents house. Because I'm not comfortable. I mean, what's comfortable? These. Just soft lace. I know you've seen me naked a million times before, but you wouldn't mind seeing me naked again, right? I really do love that I see one here. How awesome is it?
She mentiones there that she did went to public cam chat rooms and that she does not remember their names and that some of them she did not want to mention bcs of her offline world. She wore a mask and get naked and masturbated and striped for public audience.
It would be golden if some1 actualy recorded those and uploaded them here.
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