I mean, she often seems extremely manic and like she's going through it on her lives, but I guess I'm mainly referring to how, every once in a while, she'll go live while walking the street late at night in really janky areas while wearing next to nothing, and has explicitly said she does this in the hopes that she'll run into someone who will try to attack her, so that she can 'stop' them and get them arrested. The last time I saw her do this, she said the thrill is the only way she can 'feel anything.' A while back, people here found her old reddit posts on a CNC fetish page, where she was describing, well, those types of fantasies. It's pretty bleak.


