I definitely understand why she's deleted vids over the years. At a minimum it has to be a pain to continue managing a growing catalog, especially if none of it is selling. I can only speak from my selfish perspective. For me, an analogy is a band that's been around for many years. The have a deep catalog of music/albums/CDs/etc. They have a large fanbase. If I didn't have a copy or copies of some of their older stuff and later found out about it, searched for it but found out they were deleted and couldn't find them, I'd be bummed. I get it's not the same with music but it makes the general point. Sure, their current music could be better (or not) but having their early content expands my enjoyment of who they were and how they matured/evolved over time.
The reason I brought this up was because of how much more YV permits and thought some of her early vids might be allowable. We know for sure they'll never show up on MV, C4S, OF or LF again.