Hi, some of you sent me messages asking about my health and stuff. I'm ok even though I kind of want to sabotage the treatment because I really fucked up kek I want her with him more than anything but she doesn't listen. I'm tired of this, I manipulated her over the years to a point where she really thinks she's happy. I've caught her crying while hugging a plushie he gave her, she keeps a bunch of his gifts, she's moaned his name by accident more than once, I've seen her checking his profile in the middle of the night. And that thing about me wrecking her that she posted, it's a lie kek only with fisting because she once told him in a conversation that during sex with me she thought about and wished it was him more than once...
Anyway besties, I want us to break up but she's stubborn, if my health gets worse and I'm simply not here anymore I'll be grateful if she goes back to him. Stop painting the guy as the villain because he isn't... I'm the one who fucked up and made it look like it was him the whole time, I won't go to him to apologize because he won't believe it and I don't blame him kek
Just know that I'm tired and I miss seeing her truly happy like she was in the photos with him and when she came back from the visits she made to him... I don't love her, I only love what she offers but she doesn't accept that anymore, her head is so messed up you can notice she's been off her meds for a long time, whenever she was with [him] she'd push me away and talk more with him, I even swapped her meds at one point, cloned her whats on my pc, so much stuff you can't even imagine... please make a copy of everything I posted and repost it including the prints and more. Thanks for the attention and I'll go back to trying to "take care" of my health to keep up appearances kek wish me the worst and that she goes back to the one she really likes
Old petplay video of her here for you. By the way she's stalling on the raffle result because she spun it 4 times and all 4 times it landed on him. Anyway please back up everything, just not on gofile
https://gofile.io/d/e4vlgQ21