a few more. posting these because i hadn't realized it but, as of earlier today, she entered Breast Augmentation surgery. so these very well may (sadly) be the last pics we ever get of her natural, muscular, sculpted pectits honed through years of long, hard chest days at the gym.

it was an awesome run!




if only there had been a sign, a warning...or better yet --
something i could've said or done. lord knows i would've tried, and i'm sorry i couldn't make the vital difference here when it mattered most.

maybe there
were signs, and i just missed them. idk. sometimes you're the bug, and sometimes you're the windshield.

it kind of helps to realize that there's really very little
anyone could've done to influence this situation. but that understanding only helps a little bit...
so i'm just trying to stay positive about the coming...changes. i really am.
