I’ve had an extremely contradictory experience with her.
I think she’s one of the most beautiful women, period and have admired her for years.
Last year I started exchanging messages with her. Just friendly chitchat stuff, talking about life and daily activities. I was paying her compliments, and buying her content as well.
Then one day, all of a sudden, she underwent a very drastic change of personality, accusing me of being insidious, evil, and a horrible person! There was nothing, absolutely nothing in my messages that would have caused such an outburst. Her words cut deep into me. That a person who’s beauty I was in absolute awe of, could call me such vile, nasty, false things with no reason or cause. My multiple attempts at apologies went nowhere and were ignored.
I don’t know what set her off. I said nothing that would cause a normal person to react the way she did. But she did deeply hurt me, so I stopped communicating with her, stopped following her on OF, and stopped purchasing her content.
However, I can’t help but still think she’s beautiful so I still admire her beauty, while dealing with the wounds of her false accusations and unexplained, violent outburst.