I've talked to her on her OF quite a bit back in the past and while I wont share any of the more personal stuff she ever said I definitely also felt the same about her really not making the most of the opportunity she had. I really encouraged her to do more and try more, and expand, but as happy as doing this made her and no matter how much she seemed to be fullfilled by it I just think her goals were... idk, simple? Like she could've made them wayyyyyy higher than what they were and achieved it if she pushed herself. All that I will say is, if it isnt obvious to longtime fans, she's sorta country girl from a rural part of America... I really dont think she wanted to have her face ever shown and was probably didnt wanna blow up as 'the porn girl' in her small town. Instead just took small 'normal jobs' and lost focus on this. Hope she comes back to it though one day in a big way, I think there could still be a chance. Or maybe everything I just said is me talking out my ass and none of us really know anything lol