No reason to feel bad, she is 100% here to be gooned to. She has said before she loves it, she just struggles with the people interaction part of it a lot.
The past trauma in this case isn't even hers, its her mothers, she never knew her dad or mom and found out about everything obviously later in her life. Although if I remember correctly her adoptive parents weren't exactly great (Again, she has talked about it in now deleted twitter and insta posts)
Either way she enjoys doing it, and makes a decent living off of it so goon away sir.